PC & the band, 1 am

1 am dance group.

Merry Christmas, pals!
Blessed day and hope you guys had fun ;D So, christmas's over. No more caroling, gift wrapping etc. I will surely miss those days, enjoyed it very much! ;D Well, i am very happy cause' i've promised to serve with my very best and i did it! I am really Satisfied ( Big Grin )

The Christmas Celebration in the morning was awesome! It was fun and the band was superrrrrrr cool! haha! They're always cool lah, kay! Dinner at home with family. Mom's right, this year's christmas was kind of different from the past years'. Mm, how should i say? It was a happy and peaceful day, to us? The feeling was great, it's hard to describe it in words (:

Visited few churches in a week. And, i attended few chinese services. Haha, not a bad experience. Got to see different churches celebrated Christmas in their own way.

Till then, god bless! (:

Nice place right? SENSE CAFE @ IOI MALL. Had some drinks with sister while waiting for Lenghue. As you can see, she was busy texting for the whole day. So, i was damn bored. You know =.= Blame the 'someone'! ;D Watched Love Happens with my kawaii friend and sister. Erh, it's quite boring, not a nice movie to watch. Ah, Should've watch Princess and Frog ): Anyway, Alvin & Chipmunks II is on screen tomorrow! I so happppppyyy ;D

My friend, don't think to much! I'm always here for you xoxo. ;D

LOL. I know, we are cute right? ;D

So you would come - Hillsong
Before the world began You were on His mind
And every tear you cry Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love He gave His only Son
Everything was done So you would come

Nothing you can do Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love He gave His only Son
Everything was done So you would come

Come to the Father Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives He will take them all
The power of the Word The power of His blood
Everything was done So you would come

We sang this song during SNL. Almost all of us cried, it's a great and meaningful song right? Look at the lyrics, and think of how great our god is ;D

Life is simple, why do we have to make it so complicated? =.= Things are not going well these days, i have been really, really pessimistic recently. Very, very! I really need a 'someone' who can talk to me, a 'someone' who is rational enough to give me advices, a 'someone' who can pray for me, and a 'someone' who can concern about me always. Well, apparently, that 'someone' hasn't appear yet. I believe God will send the 'someone' to me very soon. Having strong faith, i will wait.

These few days have been really hard for me, i cried a lot. I prayed a lot, and i am really desperate for God's help. The feeling is really bad, you know, like damn helpless. It is December, i was planning to make Christmas gifts for my friends. Christmas month, i am suppose to be happy. I have been thinking a lot, you know, problems conflicts misunderstanding ... I never thought that i can be so pessimistic. I am suppose to bring happiness the the people surrounding me, that is what i always wanting to do.

I heard a lot of bad things about myself recently, and those hurt me a lot. I couldn't believe that people can be so fake and cruel. Read this,

People are unreasonable, illogical, self-centered
.... love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives
.... do good anyway.

What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight
.... build anyway.

People need help but may attack you if you try to help
.... help people anyway.

If you give the world the best you have, you may get kicked in the teeth
.... but give the world the best you have, anyway.

etc..

Found this in a book, Turning Hurts into Halos and Scars Into Stars. Anyway, I attended SNL today, things that pastor said today have really inspired me a lot. Always forgive those who hurt you, and love them, pray for them. Live in a happy life and have faith in Him. To my friend, Christians are not as bad as you think. ;D God bless you always.

The enddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ?

no more,

):

Forever is a really sensitive word. Don't say it when you don't mean it.

I have been putting too high expectation on it, now it ended up with nothing! Silly me.
I think i just lost something that is really really important in my life. Everything seem to be so fake to me.

Too much, that's enough.

Tomorrow will be a good day, please..